in a world where you can be anything...be

your self

life is about

(trusting) your feelings & taking chances

loosing and (finding) happiness,appreciating

the memories and learning from the past and realizing p.e.o.p.l.e

happy new year to all and remember to be yourself in whatever you go through:]

HUG harder

LAUGH louder

SMILE bigger

LOVE longer

WOW'ZIERS :)

stranger

*don't stop till you get enough.




I wana wana wana wana go to Paris like oh ma gawd!
okay...
here's the thing YOU either take me to Paris or get me the i love Paris T-shirt.
my birthday's coming up that's the least YOU can do!
yeah, i 'm talking t YOU!
YOU YOU YOU!
okay its pretty much obvious i 'm bored. ill stop being annoying when u take me to Paris baby. yes YOU!
Talking about Paris its been a long time since I've heard of Paris Hilton wonder if she's alive!?

new years Tomorrow and still no plans, well there is but i don't want to just go out and chill.. i want .. i want something WILD:D
like party you could say!?
me,sabrina and the fella's are planing to do something CRAZIE .. something WILD
now don't get me wrong here! we just wana party till we DROP.. DEAD.. GORGEOUS! *excuse my random-ness :)

okay Ive said about enough!
fysa's signin outta hea:)

PUCKER UP!

promiscuous

;catch me if i fall ...
he's my teddy geiger:)<3

being diff is being brill ;]

-embrace your awesome-ness

act bad.look sexy.talk dirty

- “first i do it like this
i put a look on my face like i smell some piss
bounce to the beat till it starts to hurt
then i dust all the smirk off me shirt
dip to the ground as i catch the bass
then i wipe all the sweat off me face
pop back up then i start to slide
popping my collar, as i glide
then i break the thang down and do the bird
dust my self off like i just stole third
come on everybody, now’s the chance
f**k the harlem shake, it’s the thizzle dance”

HARDCORE

And lets start with the fact that he is so Amazing

everything in between.

*i have a secret

bonjour!

I didn't do much today! just danced around- the usualls.

friends are coming over just to chill out since boredom is attacking so very badly!

my eldest sister called yesterday and we rationed out everything!

the last time i saw her was in 2004-OH EM GEE!

people say we look like twins which i so disagree. i don't see me looking like her..

so I'm kind of breaking down on my diet plan! *sigh

I just CANT be passing by Mc Donalds and not buy anything! that's impposiblae!

i called Amina last night and we talked about things and a certain someone!*wink

latest updates: My Sista Finally Decided To Make fb Account!-wohoo! :)

*okay lose da crap

i want to watch "Alvin and the chipmunks 2" heard it's a fun-nay movie.

trust me anything you can do i can do better than you!

☻/
/▌
/ \

oh my!

because he's H-O-T

OH EM GEE!

I WANA EAT REAL FOOD:(

*oh god that looks so good...

outgrageous!

*you can look but you cant touch it, if you touch it ima start some drama.

-

he said: what you gonna do with all that ass inside them jeans!?

she said: ima make you SCREAM

he said: what you gonna do with all junk inside that trunk!?

she said: ima get you DRUNK

when i come to the club-step aside.

lets go back to vintage darling.

*if you ain't dirty you ain't here to party!

-never can never will.

imagine:)

*Waiting is painful, forgetting is painful, but not knowing which to do is the worst kind of pain.
- paulo coelho

he's a one stop shop, make my cherry pop

-dear Santa,define "good"

so I've been going to a lot of house parties now and my neck's nerve is in pain:(

jenny called me the other day when i was at Amina's and she made my day:( gosh how much i miss her!

we talked for minutes on the phone and it was good to hear her voice again although her voice did change a tiny bit.

moms and pops birthday is in new year which is 2 more days! cant wait :)*loves surprises and food of course!

so I'm just here waiting for shazu to come already! as always she has to be fashionably late for everything!

*ugh. were going karaoke at red box:) its been a while since i went there!

anyways i met up with my girls on Saturday and had a blast.. taxi man was nice-thank god.

-i WANT a tattoo so very very badly!

MERRY CHRISTMAS MORTALS OF THE WORLD AND HAPPY NEW YEAR- HAVE AN AWESOME ONE :)

XO'S

the love that we have :)

Give it all you got :)

* and even the impossible is easy when we got each other-fam[ily] :)

I'm heading to mina's in a while. I'm waiting for moms to get back from work!

so i decided to come and scribble a "lil some some"here :)

woke up at 10 am- didn't have any thing better to do so i danced around:]

exhausting, but hey as long as it helps me lose some calories baybeh!

i called my sister's today! they didnt call me in 2 days so i thought something was up!

so i called them updated them about whats going on around me .. they said they've been busy that's why they didn't get the chance to call..*so they are off the hook :)

*shout out to naziha: happy birthday love :) have an awesome one <3

we may not have it all but together we have it all :)

I LOVE GOD :)

Im not delusional... im just me :]

*Question Mark

i want to learn how to ice skate badly!

so i just got back from the mall! i was with sami, muadh and awab:]

i was forced to tag along cause he wanted to get his girlfriend something special for her birthday, so he grabbed me along for my opinion..since I'm a girl;)

we got lots of gifts and naziha darling hope u like it:) *I'm sure u will

today i didn't do much! watched 90210 and keeping up with the kardashians:) i love that show it reminds me of my own family! ..some how! haha<3

i cant wait for the new episodes on January!

speaking of January.. my birthday's coming soon! Jan 20 and my brother is Jan 25 and my parents are on 1 of January like Shuri... OMG! how Awesome.

last night i watched "Another Cinderella story" with my dad:) i so didn't know Selena Gomez can dance or sing!

so tomorrow I'm going to Amina's .. just going to chill out! and eat junks for the first time in 1 month!

god how i missed going to 7 eleven!

anyhoo's i got to go jogging now. catch ya guys laterz :]

remember!?

astonish:)

*take chances ..give everything and have no regrets

ALA:]<3

the other day Amina,Ala and Shazu came over my place :] and we had fun and played truth.. not dare cause there wasn't much daring things to do so we sticked to truth!

well basically Amina was depressed and me, Ala and Shazu thought it was Stupid-the reason was stupid. like i said Mina darling the word "stupid" suits ya well:) *you know i love you

okays.. so moving on we chit chat'ed and ate.. so when we were going to the restaurant and eat Amina's so called "mood" lightened up! i think cause we were going to eat! such cows :)

and i don't really remember what i said but all of a sudden Mina started attacking me in the park! luckily there's grass.. and ala kept on saying to shazu 'wat losers" -ppfft! please ala!

and yeah! we did a lot of crazie shits and it was hell of a fun:]

i guess that's all for now . gta get going!

:]

you like it when i shake it ?

*wana see me lose control!?

you like what you see?

things were finally looking up! since I'm always hyped up & always in party mode

cousins were over last night.. and we had a blast...i shaked a lot!:]:]

you know when u have holidays and u get bored and sometimes you just want to look through some of your old stuffs that you keep and awe at them... yeah, Ive been doing that a lot now days!

So i was going through all my letters since primary 5 till now!

and found one that was really nice it's from Kim.

i was laughing because i remember so very well like it was yesterday when she gave me that letter!

it was during Art class, we would sit at the very back-as always and scribble on each others art block for the fun of it and we would always end up in shit!

so we were just writing some"romantic" quotes and laughing at them! *i know, how gay!

well, I'm not that much of a sweet talker..unlike Kim she's amazing!

if you give her any tittle of anything she would write a song about it in just five minutes you could say-the girl's awesome:)

okay so moving on ... i picked out my fav one cause it meant something to me.. somehow! i mean all of those words have been running through my mind but i just cant seem find the right words to fit them in. like i said I'm not much of a sweet talker :)

the letter says:

Fisah; for her unknown dream boy...

if you guys are wondering why unknown- its because i never told her who my lover really was. even though he was right there ..she'll get it soon. haha'z

~~

you are the thought that starts every morning

the conclusion of each day you are in all that i am and everything i say

you are the twinkle of my eyes

the dimples on my cheeks

my ever constant comfort

the voice that makes me weak

you are all i ever wanted

all a dream could be

you are all that i need

you are all of this to me

pretty amazing huh?

i seriously missed my smexy Kim. well i miss the Mohawk actually! ha ha-jokes darling:]

I'm wanting school right now because of you!

talking about school, we only have have a few weeks left then were re-opening

*sigh-that sucks

-I'm the object of all your desire and your attention is all i require

Nothingness

* A love remains a love without a lover.

Oh Mr.Sheffield :]

so i finished breaking dawn, though i never wanted it to finish.. i want to go on and on and on and on and on and on and on ;D

"Remember me"- a movie i desperately want to watch! Robert Pattinson is in it :)

how exciting :]

there's nothing else i can say BUT! happy birthday to moi lovely cuzz-Awab; have an awesome one.

I can tell you how much i love you day and night-

*oh edward

*BECAUSE OF EDWARD CULLEN I'M STAYING SINGLE!

; i dont blame him.

Do The Naomi Campbell Walk

Mick Jagger :]

deeper :|

:so maybe i am INLOVE <3

DON'T STOP MAKE IT POP !!

It had been a long day in someways and so short in others.

right now I'm harking to "tick tock" by ke$ha and looking over my mail :)

*sigh

today i went through a few old history notes about Hitler and first world war stuffs! it was quite riveting. Bringing back all those memorized notes from the back of my head once again! feels nice.... somehow.

and i also read few chapters of breaking dawn and I'm almost done!

I'm heading to the gym in a few minutes, waiting for my ride, and so far my diet is going pretty good, you could say awesome :D

I'm planing to go to Sabrina's but I've been so very busy lately

And i'm worked out!, exhausted like there's no tomorrow!

i would sleep at 2 am wake up at 3 pm and go to the gym at 6 pm so basically i haven't much time to even watch 90210 :(

anyhoo, im going to get ready, so ill blog soon.. when i have the time.

*time AFTER time.

WALK -WALK FASHION BABY ,WORK IT MOVE THAT B**** CRAZY!

smells lyk danger, Even betta!

did it again, love!?

The shit you hear about me might be true but then again, it could be as fake as the bitch who told you. JEALOUSY! It's what makes a bitch talk. Am i right ? :)

*horoscope of the day:] :

Someone who isn't winning any popularity contests is going to be tough to talk to.

Mood:Annoyed

Lucky Color:Yellow

Lucky Number:17

Lucky Time of Day:1am

its been ages since i posted! well not ages, u can say weeks!? :)

sooooooooooooo!!!

i am so like totally bored! like omg!

-OKAY LOSE DA CRAP-

HEYLO PEOPLE OF THE WORLD:]

I LOST 3 KG, YES BAYBY! I DID.. well probably ya'll are thinking! wth only 3 kg ..but hey, its somethin! SHOW ME WAT YA GOT! -_-.. okay i am seriusly bored. like boredom is seriusly attacking b***. and i need to stop saying *like*

like omagawsh! :)

okay okay, lets rewind and see wats new eyh!

hmm. well shazu's been over for like a week and she went back home last night..

oh wait now i know why havent i blogged in weeks! coz shazu didn't allow me to do such!

okay, anyhoo!we did alota shiatss! okay umm we went to da gym, watched movies, chitchta till 2 am, druel over edward :)<3>

i think i'm catching a fever!, MAYBE dats why i feel high!

and hungry! ill go see wats in da fridge and help my self so chio PEOPLE :|

Now Gimmie That Sweet, That Nasty Gooshy Stuff XD

EDWARDEDWARDEDWARD<3 FISAHFISAHFISAH

Love is like magic
And it always will be.
For love still remains
Life's sweet mystery!!

i L.O.V.E your mysterious-NESS<3

Edward&fisah Cullen

faith . hope . love

UNTOUCHED!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJsZR3w776E

check dis video out p.e.o.p.l.e :)
and yes, belly dancing here i come!


GOOD MORNING:]

I'm going to try and convince my mum to get me classes for belly dancing. even though i know the answer is "No" , whats there to lose right!?
today Amina was suppose to come over but things kinda got messed up!
so I'm stuck at home for today and decided to go through some videos of some belly dancing and went through a few interviews of Edward, no waittt ..correction..
MY EDWARD<3 i started with breaking dawn and im in chapter 14 now. yay for moi:)pretty interesting!
I called Amina,Sabrina and Farahin yesterday.. boredom was attacking!

I was on twitter today and i heard Beyonce got dimples.. wonda if dats true!!



outta here...

she's real and he's NOT!

daddy's coming back to-dayyy! :D:D:D<3

memory turned into a dream...

AcTiOn TyM :]<3


The usuals happened today! i felt sick to my stomach in the morning, so i made my self a hot cup of tea and i felt a little bit better! i have a cold and cough, so tissues have been my best friend for the past couple of days! i didn't go out anywhere today. stayed at home watched television, read breaking dawn and here i am scribbling this post!

ill start off with my Horoscope :]
Aquarius:
Quickie

When you come to a wall, don't give up and turn around. Climb over it.

Overview

Focus on your home life today -- maybe it's time to clear out the clutter, or maybe you need to address a festering pool of emotion that isn't going to take care of itself any time soon.


i watched E news today and MISSED out on a lot of news! like....
Gaga never leaving her career for a man, tiger woods letting his family down, J.lo's new video :"fresh out the oven" featuring Pitbull <3 ,Robert Pattinson a.k.a Edward Cullen Leaves Interview After Ryan Seacrest Asks Him About On-Set Romance and Miley Syrus hitting on Zac Efron! she says she "really really" likes him!


Sabrina slept over my place Tuesday :] we watched new moon with Farahin.
it was "AWESOME".. some people thought the movie is gay! i would agree with that fact cause they cut a lot of parts! i mean comparing the movie to the story book i would have to go with the story book.
we got back home around 6.30


on wednesday we rented a car and went here and there :]

i guess that's the latest updates :)


Rivers Flow In You!<3

hubba hubba :]

horoscope baybeh!


Now is the perfect time to review your plans and revisit any brainstorms you've had lately -- your thinking is unusually clear. For you, that could mean an almost robotic level of efficiency.
*OMG!

It’s like that and that’s the way it is!

Smoochgate scandal- now that’s just plain SICK!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~




I am sick :( *eww
And I am NOT enjoying my Eid. I don’t have the Eid “spirit”
MAYBE because my dad is not around! :( there isn’t anything new happening!
I just finished reading Eclipse and I am not liking the fact that Bella is INLOVE with Jacob too!
What an ass:|and the other fact which is even more pissing is that Edward is all cool about it! *wth
Tomorrow I am watching new moon with Sabby and Ayin <3
I can’t wait to see them! I mean it’s been like forever since I saw them!

These days people are seriously getting one my nerves ,on my LAST nerves
Not going to mention names but that person should seriously GO TO HELL!
If you know who you are or if you have a “feeling” it’s you then good.

- I want that new Gucci bag! BADLY -
Anyone wants to give me my birthday present early!!?? :) :) *wink *wink

holiday in...

*sujood's sweet 17 , love you sugar pie honey boo :]<3


alotta things happened :]
well firstly im on a DIET! and a serius one :]
and i will be 40 kg p.e.o.p.l.e :)


ive been going out and a bout lately!
i watched "dying breed" and it was an a-okay movie~
and i watched twenty tweleve too ;]
its a scary movie, and im not ashamed to admit i CRIED! *heee


so first week of holidays went pretty grate :]
lets hope da following weeks are awesome too ,,
tomoro's eid and i have no idea wat im doing!
anyways mums calling gta ciao!


xoxo

im on patron, tequila im drunk on margarita that patron, tequila me and my mamacita :)

so holiday started and its awesome so far!
ive been to two parties straight in a row. (pics wil be up soon ppl)

so ive been so crazie about two songs. IYAZ-sean kingston and patron tequila-paradiso girls
its sujood's birthday party today and i have no idea wat im wearing!
i need CHOICES!:)
yesterday i was with mina,shazu,mohamed and marwan!
we were jus chillin out and all, then we jumped in da pool! and it was freezing and the weather was like wow! but it was FUN! so yea!

well i gta chaw so ill blog when i have the time :)


:]

i spend my time just thinking thinking thinking bout you!!

HOROSCOPE OF THE DAY!
IM A CAPRICON


you shouldn't give up just yet ,even i things look incredibly dire. your perseverance is the key to your success ,and if you stick to your program, things should look p in just a few days!
so those of ya who are in capricon cheer up and look at the bright side . *cherrs


* I CAN'T GO ANYMORE FURTHER THAN THIS *

is it a yes or a no!?

wount be blogging soon.
exmas cumin up and fisa seriusly needs to study! and meayda goes get off facebook bitch!


lovesyoumeyada<3


chio.

P.S he’s gay. Relax.

MUAKS.

Hey.helo.hi.bonjur:)

i would want to consider it a bad day at first cause I woke up at 8 am .
And I was extremely pist! The sun was shining so bright :(
Ugh! So I ended uo watching t.v .. this movie called hello sister goobye life.
Nice movie. Friday I didn’t show up to school cause no one could drop me since my dad isn’t here and my big ass lazy bro never wakes up! so as usuall I would be bored at home so I ended up at Sabrina’s house <3 hell fun ..as usuall!
Last week was irritating for some reason except for Thursday! Had loads of laughs and it was my sista’s birthday so we did a small thing for her but I was sad at some point! My dad left on Thursday maybe that was da sad point!
Anywho. I MISS HIM :(
At first I was like woo hoo daddy is living.. (party everyday pp -paprty every day!)
But now I realized how much I miss him. Im not gona see him for like a whole month! :(
Btw.. im daddy’s girl :) according to Farahin. lol

Exams are coming . next week. I started studying economics and commerce and im going to start on my art on Monday or Tuesday! Depends.
Today’s yasmin’s birthday and I really wana see her. But moms aint home…
And I promised my self I wouldn’t sneak out anymore. Baaddd experiencesss!






Shout outs to : my cow YASMIN! And SOO BIN <3 and my only WATANBE:)<3
Happy birthday loves hope u guys have an awesome one :)
muaks.

everytime i leave something keeps pulling me back, telling me i need you in my life

Calm & Reckless

i LOVE LOVE LOVE HIM <3




* those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind

Football, football. Football
After all these years ive been complaining about getting my ass up and playing football.
Today I finally had the urge of playing, well not reli till yasmin and adilida came and pull me up. Me n yasmin were goal keepers. Yay for us. We can barely stop the ball. And yasmin can barely kick the ball. She kicked it once and instead of the ball being kicked to the other side of the courts it was spinning around. Its okay yasmin know what they say.
“practice makes perfect “

This week was a hyper week for me, that’s for sure. I laughed alot:)
Farahin wasn’t feeling well today. But she stayed in school for me :] aww
Our seating position in class changed thanks to puan. Zaili. Godd!
Farahin sits all the way to the left side and kim sits all the way to the right side.
And im just left in the middle. Even tareh and Richard changed position. Guess no entertainments for me anymore :(

Today is Sabrina’s birthday and were going out tomorrow. Few bunch of us.
Its novemeber in one more day. Thursday my dad’s leaving. More freedom for me.
But im gonna miss him. All the lectures he gives every week but I would always daydream and just agree with him. I love you daddy!

Im really exhausted this week I would sleep everyday from 4 to 9 and 12 to 6.
And Im still tierd. I wonder what’s taking over!?

A shout out to ma love sabby baby <3
Happy birthday darling. Hope u have a blast.
Imy n ily:]
Fisabs fo lyf



Hate that love you

why do i want what i want !?

Go play the taxi game- Russell peters says.

lets have some fun this beat is sick i wana take a ride on your disco stick ;D

*Boys are cheats and liars. They’re such a big disgrace. They would do anything to get to second base, base ball base ball he thinks he’s gonna score. If you let him go all the way then you are a whore.
I wanted to watch hot chick so bad yesterday but because of Yasmin sadly I couldn’t :(

This week was pretty dull for me cause I was sick, thnx to Tareh he was cheering me up and Thursday, for some reason I felt better and I was really happy.
is Kim’s birthday. Me and Farahin bought some goodies well factually alota goddies for kim on Friday and we were eating in every single period, hoping no teacher would see :) and that was a success except for commerce where puan. zaili cought me eating and told me to go spit out or else she would embarrass me in assembly. So I went with option A:]


Sabrina is sleeping over on Saturday. Yay to da ness. I seriously missed her even though it has only been a few days but still. I need to ration out everything with her.
And on Sunday we are going out with the Koreans and ayin and hopefully Yasmin can make it. I remember the last time we hung out with the Koreans in rooftop. Damn dat was seriusly the definition of fun. We were all in a hyper mood that we played dare and none of us were scared to do anything except for Sabrina but only at first. Hopefully tomorrow we will hyper like the last time. Friday I was at yasmin’s crib and we were non-stop laughing, it was like as if we took laughing gas. And we camwhored too:] pictures will be up soon.

Jennifer’s body is going to be released on Monday. So I guess im going to have to wait until next Friday to watch it. Sabrina wants to watch it on Monday but I preferred Friday.
It’s a Megan Fox movie who wouldn’t wana watch it!

Moving on … exams are cumin up in 3 weeks time or is it 2 weeks time !??
And I didn’t even get started except for commerce I finished commerce- easy subject:]
Talking about studies I seriously need to convince my dad to get me a maths teacher. I suck so bad. :(



LIVES.LAUGHS.LOVES

im not being too dramatic is just how i gotta have it :]:]

*ehm.

HALO! :] its been long, since ive poseted :] anywayss....
nothin new have been happenin around! exams are cumin up and i have been studying my ass out! -_-
yesterday i met up wit ma two loves amina and sabrina and we were chased by kids o_o
we were having so much fun dat we felt like kids for a second. and we met-
Hassan,Mohamed,Andar and some other guys :] so we were jus chilling!
oh ya yesterday was my 1st day eating at the MAMAK! it felt weird cause it was soo open! and everybody and when i say EVERYBODY i mean everybody was lukin.. but da food tasted good so ya,haha dat's all dat counts!
on thursday i was wit Yasmin , Serena and Meyada at Jusco laughing our asses out like there is no TOMORO! good timesss :]
today is Deepavali so happy Deepavali to those who are celebrating <3

today i woke up pretty early. and i didnt do much, just the usualls breakfast and t.v and headed to study! :(
i have been stressing out lately ALOT! and sabrina complains that im being annoying- oh she says!
tomorow i might be going out with Meyada and Usama. its usama's birthday so were jus gna chill out :]

oh gawd damn i feel like dancing.. Random much :]:]


Snap for the kids, Snap for the kids Snap for the suckas few times.

Ciao.